ひとり寝は君も知りぬやつれづれと
思ひあかしのうらさびしさを
思ひあかしのうらさびしさを
- Roma-ji
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Hitorine wa kimi mo shirinu ya tsurezure to
omoi Akashi no urasabishisa o - English Translation
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Have you too come to
know what sleeping alone is—
how, with nothing to
do, she passes night away
in Akashi's lonely bay
- Meaning
- Have you too learned what it is to sleep alone—how, with nothing to do, she passes the nights in the loneliness of Akashi bay?
- Commentary
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Part One: Akashi
Late in the night, when the shore wind had turned cool, the novice poured out everything he had held for years: eighteen years of trusting the Sumiyoshi god, prayers offered for his daughter alone, and the charge he had laid on her to go into the sea should he die first. He wept as he told it. When Genji answered that she might be a comfort in his lonely nights, the old man, shaking, spoke this poem. Genji replied.
"Hitorine" is sleeping alone, meaning Genji's life in exile and his daughter's condition together. "Tsurezure" is having nothing to occupy one. "Omoi akashi" is passing a night in brooding, with the place-name Akashi inside it. "Urasabishi" is desolation of heart, with the word for bay in it. Weaving the place-name in twice, he draws his daughter's loneliness up against Genji's, and a father's design in raising the match shows in the very technique of the poem.
- Author
- Murasaki Shikibu
- Source
- Genji Monogatari
- Other
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- How far off it is, the place my thoughts go out to— from a shore I had never known I have gone on further, following the shores
- Even the feeling of Awaji, that island seen and named as "ah"— it lights it with nothing left in shadow, this clear night moon
- In the traveller's robe, for the sorrow of its hem, I cannot hold out till the dawn; on grass pillow no dream will form itself here
- Weary with gazing into a cloud-realm where I know neither far nor near, I ask after the trees of the house they hinted at