憂き世には今はあらしの山風に
これや馴れゆく始めなるらん
これや馴れゆく始めなるらん
- Roma-ji
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Ukiyo ni wa ima wa arashi no yamakaze ni kore ya nareyuku hajime naruran
- English Translation
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In this sorrowful world
I will stay no more, and now
the storm wind of the hills—
is this, I wonder, the start
of growing used to such a life?
- Meaning
- Now that I will stay no longer in this sorrowful world, the storm wind blows down the mountain—is this, I wonder, the beginning of growing used to such a life?
- Commentary
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Book Eight Lament Poems 795
Headnote: "When I was secluded at Hōrin in the autumn while in mourning for my mother, and the storm wind blew fiercely."
This is the twenty-first poem of the sequence remembering the dead through the things of autumn. It says that as the storm wind of the hills blows upon a heart resolved to stay no more in this sorrowful world, this may be the beginning of growing used to life in the mountains. According to the headnote, it was composed when he was secluded at Hōrinji in the autumn of his mourning for his mother and the storm wind blew fiercely.
The son of Provisional Middle Counselor Fujiwara no Toshitada, the author served as Master of the Empress Dowager's Household and compiled the Senzai Wakashū. He was the father of Fujiwara no Teika.
The scene is autumn during mourning for his mother, set at Hōrinji in Saga.
The direct occasion is the fierce storm wind that blew while he was secluded at Hōrinji in mourning for his mother.
Hōrinji is a temple on Arashiyama in Saga.
The first line, "ukiyo ni wa," means "in this sorrowful world."
In the second line, "ima wa arashi no," "arashi" is a pivot word meaning both "araji," I will stay no more, and "arashi," the storm wind that blows from the mountains. The heart that, having lost his mother, will stay no more in this sorrowful world is laid over the storm wind blowing at Hōrinji.
The third line, "yamakaze ni," takes up "arashi" in the second line and speaks of the wind blowing down from the mountain.
In the fourth line, "kore ya nareyuku," "ya" is an interrogative binding particle, completed by "ran" in the last line. "Nareyuku" means to grow gradually used to life in the mountains.
In the last line, "hajime naruran," "ran" expresses conjecture and, taking up "ya" in the fourth line, closes as "is this the beginning?" Thinking of a life in the mountains apart from the sorrowful world, he spends the autumn of mourning for his mother at a temple where the storm wind blows. Hōrinji also appears in the headnote of 785 of this book, and Saga becomes the setting once again. The next poem, 796, sings of the wind in the pines, continuing the sound of mountain winds.
- Author
- Fujiwara no Shunzei
- Source
- Shin Kokin Wakashu
- Other
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- Leaving behind him only that name of his which never decays— the pampas grass on the withered moor I see as what he left.
- Tears of longing for the home I left behind? I walk on alone— on the friendless mountain path, the dew on the wayside grass.
- Even the one night I rarely come, it grieves me— this wind in the pines; does she hear it without end beneath the moss where she lies?
- When lost in grief, no wind is without color after all, it seems— the way the heart has learned from autumn that pierces me.