何をして身のいたづらに老いぬらむ
年の思はむことぞやさしき
年の思はむことぞやさしき
- Roma-ji
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Nani o shite mi no itazura ni oinuramu toshi no omowamu koto zo yasashiki
- English Translation
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What have I done, then,
that my body, all in vain,
has grown old like this?
what the years must think of me—
that is what I feel ashamed of
- Meaning
- What have I been doing, that I have grown old to no purpose? When I think what the years themselves must think of me, I am ashamed.
- Commentary
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Book Nineteen Miscellaneous Forms 1063
Headnote: "Topic unknown"
Having grown old without accomplishing anything, the poet imagines "the years" as a person watching, and feels ashamed before them. Treating the years as a person gives the poem its haikai quality.
The author is unknown and is recorded as "Anonymous."
First line, "Nani o shite," asks: what have I been doing?
Second line, "mi no itazura ni," means my body, in vain.
Third line, "oinuramu," combines perfective "nu" with causal "ramu": why have I grown old? The poem breaks here.
Fourth line, "toshi no omowamu," personifies the years: what they must think.
Fifth line, "koto zo yasashiki," uses "yasashi," ashamed or abashed, in the attributive form answering "zo."
- Author
- Unknown Poet
- Source
- Kokin Wakashu
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