愛しき人のまきてし敷栲の
我が手枕をまく人あらめや
我が手枕をまく人あらめや
- Roma-ji
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Utsukushiki hito no makiteshi shikitae no waga tamakura o maku hito arame ya
- English Translation
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She whom I held dear
used to pillow on it once,
my arm, soft as cloth—
this arm of mine for a pillow,
will there be another now?
- Meaning
- My arm, on which my beloved used to rest her head—will there ever be another to pillow on it?
- Commentary
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Book Three Elegies 438
Headnote: "Three poems of longing for the departed by the Governor-General of Dazaifu, Lord Ōtomo, in Jinki 5, the year tsuchinoe-tatsu"
This is the first of the Governor-General Lord Ōtomo's three poems of longing for the departed. The arm on which his beloved wife rested her head—will anyone else ever pillow on it? he asks, expressing single-hearted love for his dead wife. A left note says it was composed several weeks after their parting in death.
The three poems of the Governor-General Lord Ōtomo longing for the departed form a sequence in which Tabito, who lost his wife, Lady Ōtomo, at Dazaifu in Jinki 5 (728), yearns for her.
The poet, Ōtomo no Tabito, was a son of Ōtomo no Yasumaro. He served as Middle Counselor and Governor-General of Dazaifu before rising to Great Counselor, and died in Tenpyō 3 (731). Steeped in Chinese letters, he was at the center of a poetic circle with Yamanoue no Okura and others while serving in Tsukushi.
First line "She whom I held dear": utsukushiki means beloved.
Second line "used to pillow on it once": maku means to pillow, and teshi gives completion and past.
Third line "soft as cloth" renders shikitae no, a pillow word for "pillow" and "sleeve."
Fourth line "this arm of mine for a pillow": tamakura is using one's arm as a pillow.
Fifth line "will there be another now": me is the conditional of mu and ya rhetorical, ending in devoted love for his wife.
- Author
- Ōtomo no Tabito
- Source
- Manyoshu
- Prev Poem
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Imo mo are mo Kiyomi no kawa no kawagishi no imo ga kuyubeki kokoro wa motaji
- Next Poem
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Kaerubeku toki wa narikeri miyako nite ta ga tamoto o ka waga makurakamu