思ふらむ人にあらなくにねもころに
心尽して恋ふる我れかも
心尽して恋ふる我れかも
- Roma-ji
-
Omouramu hito ni aranaku ni nemokoro ni kokoro tsukushite kouru are kamo
- English Translation
-
Not a one, it seems,
who is thinking fond of me,
yet so earnestly,
spending all my heart and soul,
here am I still longing so
- Meaning
- You are not one who thinks of me, and yet here I am, longing for you with all my heart and soul.
- Commentary
-
Book Four Love Poems 682
Headnote continued from the preceding poem: "Three poems by Ōtomo no Sukune Yakamochi on parting from a friend"
In the last of the three, he wryly observes himself devoting all his heart to one who does not think of him. The sequence on parting from a friend closes with a lament for unreturned feeling.
The author, Ōtomo no Yakamochi, was the son of Ōtomo no Tabito and a poet thought to have been deeply involved in compiling the Man'yōshū. He later rose to the rank of Middle Counselor.
First line, "Not a one, it seems," means who might think of me.
Second line, "who is thinking fond of me," runs to eight syllables: though you are not such a one.
Third line, "yet so earnestly," means with all care, wholeheartedly.
Fourth line, "spending all my heart and soul," means exhausting my heart.
Fifth line, "here am I still longing so," means such am I who long, with the exclamatory kamo.
- Author
- Otomo no Yakamochi
- Source
- Manyoshu
- Prev Poem
-
Nakanaka ni tayu to shi iwaba kaku bakari iki no o ni shite are koime ya mo
- Next Poem
-
Iu koto no kashikoki kuni zo kurenai no iro ni na ide so omoishinu tomo