classic waka stream

今よりは逢はで物をば思ふとも
後憂き人に身をばまかせじ
Roma-ji

Ima yori wa awade mono o ba omou to mo nochi uki hito ni mi o ba makaseji

English Translation
From now on, though I
should brood without our meeting,
lost in longing thought,
to one who'll grieve me after,
I will not give myself.
Meaning
From now on, even if I must brood without our meeting, I will never again give myself to one who will make me suffer afterward.
Commentary
Miscellaneous Poems 1270

Headnote continued from the preceding poem: "One hundred and ten love poems"
From now on, even if I must brood without meeting, I will not give myself to one who will make me suffer afterward, the poet says.
Hurt by a lover grown cold after their meeting, he resolves never again to yield. Following the preceding poem's regret, it shows the resolve of one who has learned love's bitterness.

First line, “ima yori wa”: from now on.
Second line, “awade mono o ba”: de is a negative conjunction, "brooding without meeting."
Third line, “omou to mo”: to mo is a concessive supposition, "even if I brood."
Fourth line, “nochi uki hito ni”: to one who will pain me afterward.
Fifth line, “mi o ba makaseji”: ji is negative volition, "I will not give myself."
Author
Saigyō
Source
Sankashu
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