数ならぬ伏屋に生ふる名の憂さに
あるにもあらず消ゆる帚木
あるにもあらず消ゆる帚木
- Roma-ji
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Kazu naranu fuseya ni ouru na no usa ni
aru ni mo arazu kiyuru hahakigi - English Translation
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Bearing the sad name
of what grows at Fuseya,
a house of no count,
the broom tree fades and goes out,
scarcely there at all to see
- Meaning
- Burdened with the name of something growing at Fuseya, a house of no account, the broom tree fades away, scarcely there at all.
- Commentary
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Part One: Hahakigi
Answering Genji's poem on the broom tree, Utsusemi sent this back through Kogimi. She offers no apology for hiding, but gives her low station as the reason she can only vanish. Even with this reply in hand Genji could not put her aside, and his attachment continued past this point. The Hahakigi chapter closes with this exchange.
"Fuseya" is a place-name at Sonohara and at the same time means a poor hut, so that the place and her low standing are bound in a single word. "Aru ni mo arazu" means to be in a state that cannot be called existing, and with it she takes the nature of Genji's broom tree onto herself. She refuses him and yet answers the poem perfectly, and by placing the reason for her refusal on her own rank rather than on him she shows the consistency that marks her throughout.
- Author
- Murasaki Shikibu
- Source
- Genji Monogatari
- Other
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- While I grieve and ask if that dream night comes again, not even our eyes have been allowed to meet now, and the days have worn away
- Not knowing the heart of the broom tree that fades out, I have lost my way along Sonohara's road, wandering there for nothing
- At the tree's foot, where the cicada changed its form and left the shell there, still the person that she was draws me and stays dear to me
- Like the dew that lies on a cicada's thin wing, hidden by the tree, secretly and secretly these sleeves of mine are wetted