classic waka stream

ふたほがみ悪しけ人なりあたゆまひ
我がする時に防人にさす
Roma-ji

Futahogami ashike hito nari atayumai waga suru toki ni sakimori ni sasu

English Translation
Futahogami
is a wicked man indeed;
just when I was laid
low with sudden illness, he
named me as a frontier guard
Meaning
Futahogami is a wicked man. Just when I was struck by a sudden illness, he named me as a frontier guard.
Commentary
Book Twenty Frontier Guard Poems 4382

Headnote continued from the preceding poem: "Poems of the frontier guards sent in rotation to the provinces of Tsukushi in the second month of Tenpyō Shōhō 7, year of the wood sheep."
Futahogami is a wicked man, naming me a guard just when I was struck with sudden illness: the poem openly voices discontent at conscription. It is the tenth poem from Shimotsuke. Among guard poems mostly lamenting partings or declaring resolve, it is a rare one that frankly states resentment against the one who chose him. Who futahogami refers to is unknown; some take it to mean a provincial official. Ashike is a dialect form of ashiki.
The author, Ōtomobe no Hironari, is recorded as a regular guard from Nasu District in Shimotsuke; nothing more is known of him.

The first line, "futahogami," seems to refer to a person, but its meaning is unknown.
The second line, "ashike hito nari," "is a wicked man," ends the first sentence.
The third line, "atayumai," thought to mean a sudden illness, refers to the time he lay sick.
The fourth line, "waga suru toki ni," means "when I had it."
The closing line, "sakimori ni sasu," "names me a guard," states afterward, by inversion, the cause of his resentment.
Author
Ōtomobe no Hironari
Source
Manyoshu
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