秋霧に立ちおくれぬと聞きしより
しぐるる空もいかがとぞ思ふ
しぐるる空もいかがとぞ思ふ
- Roma-ji
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Akigiri ni tachiokurenu to kikishi yori
shigururu sora mo ikaga to zo omou - English Translation
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Since I heard that you
were left behind by the one
gone in autumn mist,
I have wondered how it is
with you under these showers
- Meaning
- Since I heard she had gone from you in the autumn mist, I have wondered how these showery skies must look to you.
- Commentary
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Part One: Aoi
The Asagao princess answered in a faint hand with this poem. Her women said that this was not a time to leave a letter unanswered, and she thought so too, so she sent a single verse. Genji recognized in it the manner particular to her—distant, and yet never failing to meet an occasion that called for feeling. And he resolved that Murasaki no Ue should not be brought up to be like this.
"Autumn mist" marks the season of Aoi no Ue's death. "Tachiokurenu" is to be left behind by one who has gone, with "tatsu" working as an associated word with the mist. "Showery skies" does not appear in his poem but carries forward the imagery of these scenes. As condolence it is exactly sufficient, and it grants nothing whatever to his suit—the fine calibration of distance is the whole point of the poem.
- Author
- Murasaki Shikibu
- Source
- Genji Monogatari
- Other
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- To look at it now only rots my sleeves the more with the tears they take— this yamato pink beside a fence gone all to ruin
- This evening above all others my sleeve is wet with the dew of it, though I have passed through many autumns of grieving before
- That soul now gone is the sadder to me for this: this bed where we slept, and a heart so used to it that it cannot wander free
- With you gone, the dust has gathered on the wild pink— and brushing away the dew from it, how many nights shall I lie down alone